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last updated: 8/22/2024

Hey.
if your here you found our Card! How cool! like i totally didn't link it in mine.
We are an spiritual and Truama-centric (Western) tulpamancer.
We call our headspace Wonderland, our Members are Pluralians. We are moving away from clinical language and connecting more with our spiritual roots.Our Wonderland Is an Farm, with an dark forest connected to it on the right, and an Soft, candyland-like place aswell to the left, and underneath being an dark sea of unknown depth, At the top is an church.
Think.. tinkerbell and the 4 seasons divided.
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The Center and place that Our Wonderland starts is the Farmhouse, which is where in the pic above would be the big tree in the middle. although it looks more like an big barn then an actual house.
The closer you are to the house, the closer you are to controlling the body or in general around humans.
The further you are from the house the less you are to controlling.
Outside of the areas its pitch black, and entering it basically makes me loose track of where that pluralian is.
We consider ourselves Hydraconscious, Each having separate consciousnesses, but also all sharing an collective one.There's Albert, He maintains the house and the other areas of the wonderland. He's like an big cowboy guy, who is kinda scary but is generally nice.
Well-.. scratch the kinda scary part, he's horrifying. He talks about having 'pets' which are actually humans, he's has various psychopathic tendencies, and is very good at masking.
He's the closest to the house besides me, as he likes the house area the most, his room in the house is an woodworkers workspace, with an sketching desk full of bluepapers of plans to expand or build in the wonderland.
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The second closest is Mathias, he hangs around the dark forest, usually hiding in the water of the swamp or the stumps of trees. He is very rightious and tries his best to keep all of us pluralians safe, although his justice and sense of what we should all do can sometimes lead into self isolation and taking me away from everyone.At times when i don't let myself be angry, or if I'm upset or anything of similar nature, or choose to people please, he is the problem handler and does what he deems best for us.
He intends to be hurtful and bit of an prick, as it keeps us safe in his eyes to hurt the ones who hurt us, even if i care for said person.
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The third closest is Alf, he doesn't really have an specifc spot he stays in, might not have one in general, he sort of appears when he wants too and dissapears when he wants.He usually is the only one who does Imposition, putting himself in my vision like an Visual novel, an text box and everything.When he speaks to me, he usually speaks via the textbox, sounds like an high pitch typewriter.His appearance was something he didn't really choose, he looks like an paper cut-out, or something out of PaRappa the Rapper games
. he looks are reminiscent of beginner or erratic art-styles.
He can strech and shape and manipulate his form however he desires, simmilar to Plastic man and Mister Fantastic from their respective sources.
Without going too deep into it, he has an similar storyline to Marvel's Ruins, except it is done with the anime Hetalia.
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After Alf, we get to the few who are more closer to the edge of our wonderland, Starting with Raven. They are an being of power and can fly with large black raven wings, as is thier name sake.
They are an demi-god, and usually help when we feel emotionally nothing and handles whatever is going on and makes things fun in his own way.
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V, or Viktor, is an human-ish creature, he can't really speak and mostally speaks through grunts and groans.
Likes to lick his balls alot. He resides between the candyland and the dark forest.
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*An addition i must add regarding Viktor, there are 2 parts of him, one the animal and one the human. The animal is obviouslly the animal, but the Human V is an 14 foot tall Russian soilder who handles our desire to self destruct, aswell as physical pain due to his own memories being an punching bag for his fellow comrades and higher ups.
He attempts to get people to yell at him regardless if the anger is aimmed at him.
he sits at the very edge of the wonderland as he does a continuous cycle of dying and reviving.
for referance think of the 7 minute man SCP, and elktaur from Centaurworld. He looks like this.

Abu is next, he lives at the very tip of the wonderland, up there is a Huge gothic church of unknown origin as-well as unknown religious belief. Our one partner thinks it is to prevent dark and evil things to enter my wonderland, i am not sure how much i believe of that considering Albert exists. I say that teasingly. Abu looks like an priest, aswell as a mix of 1p France and 2p France.
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After Abu, is Oli, or Oli doli, or if he is up to it, Oliver. He Lives in the candyland. he usually resembles an raggity ann-like doll, however with features of 2p England. his human form looks similiar to something out of coraline. No picture avalible at this time.

If they seem mean, or standoffish, they are probably upset or uncomfortable with just being there. we are trying to get over that.
In general, they deal with things i can't handle, so they have to do the things i refuse to do.
I'm sorry, but please try to understand they just want whats best for me.At the edge of our wonderland is pitch blackness, it works like a thick goo and sometimes people come out of it, or go into it.
Weather or not the person comes back out is not something i can choose. The further people are from the house the more likely they are to enter the goo.

QnA time!"Who are you?" Hi, i'm Anddy. I'm the host, as-well as someone who has been here since we discovered we're plural. I'm a former prosecutor-protector, however there are times i do relapse back into those mindsets. I look like this. (OLD ART, ill update eventually.)
I am not the original host, but Previous Pluralians have confirmed im the Original personality or something?

"What are you medically?" Well, im not gonna tell you what i am profesionally, but my therapist has Confirmed I have a unspecified dissociative disorder, as well as depersonalization.
"Why did you turn to non-medical reasons/words?" Personally, medicalizing my symptoms actually makes me worse then better, it activiely made me constantly focus on them and try to figure out what is wrong with me. So i moved away from it for my own comfort and stability!